Hey,
Don't feel bad! It may take up to 3 years before u can expect much. Organic methods are for the long haul. Sure, chemicals will get u there quickly, but then like all easy methods and drugs abuse, u are hooked and need more and more chemicals for the same results. Build compost! More and more compost!! The farm where I learned my methods was strictly reliant on composted cow manure, farm vegetable waste, and kitchen scraps as fertilizer. The farmers did so well they vacationed in Hawaii every year!
The main thing is start small, don't overwork yourself, and grow some easy stuff to start like cucumbers and peppers. If u'd still like a visitor, email me here or @ kc0llie8971@sbcglobal.net. That's a zero, not an o in collie, by the way. PLEASE! Read my "Hello" message on this post.